| a change of scenery will be good. can't wait to get the hell out of here.  Alexis
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| http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/26871338/ uhh shit? things that make me happy :: *_a HOT CUP of Jop's Tears tea mmmmmmm
*_a sexy AA dress.. or two
*_Belle&Sebastian - Funny Little Frog
*_Lil' Bow Wow - Little Mama.. or all his songs in general. hahahhehfrhheheh
*_RiCE
*_smoked salmon
*_a great pair of boots
*_a flattering cardigan
*_cozy pair of sweats
*_yummy smelling tea candles
*_texts that make me smile
*_deathly soft blanket
*_all those things... at ONCE :)
so it was a long day.. but just sittin in my room chillin makes it all seem okay.
as long as i can have all this at the end of the day..
nothing matters to me anymore :) i'm just. happy. and grateful Alexis |
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| 넌 나 없이도 잘 살 수 있을거라는게 싫다. 행복하지만 필요하지는않다. 난 그런 존재가 되기 싫다. 내가 아무리 좋아한다. 사랑한다해도. 그가 날 내가 그를 필요로 하는만큼 나를 필요로 하지 않는다면. 내가 그의 곁에 머물러야 할 필요는 없는거 같다. 만약 그가 내가 필요하다면 그가 꼭 말로 안해도. 행동으로 느껴지는법. 행동에서 뼈져리게 느끼지 못하는데. 그가 몇번이나 말을 한덜 내가 어떻게 이해할 수 있나? 곁에 있으면 티격태격. 내 말은 버벅버벅. 나의 조크는 웃는 척도 안해주고. 그의 조크는 나에게 재미없다. 친구들이랑 있으면 친구들 편. 난 완전 찬밥신세. 정말. 힘들다. Alexis |
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| sometimes i miss the days when i wore the scratches and bruises from the playground on my knees like badges of pride. alexis |
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| Yeah, woohoo,
There’s something in the air
There’s something in the air
There’s something in the air Now where has it been
I mean the good old wild days
Became a bit too lame
Just take a look at my place
It’s just such a mess
But i’ll be outta this space as soon as you tell where the night is
You have to set up
Bring it on
Forward!
Yeah, woohoo
there’s something in the air
woohoo
There’s something in the
Yeah, woohoo
There’s something in the air
Alexis |
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